hurt , rinduhh afan and rhera .

Hellohello readers .
yeaaah , im not in the mood to go for classes this days .
if you cant find me at class , find me at counselling room .
im gonna be there for sure .
talking to mr seet about 3 parties are great .
how to relieve grieveness all that .
and , PLAYING WITH PEOPLE HEART .
enough is enough alrite .
and , gotta change my life soon .
yeaaaahh ,
mr seet says that the best way is to LET GO .
LET GO OF HER ??!!
are eu kidding me cher ?
i cant , i will cry for weeks and months .
i guess .
she is damn special and important to me ,
that i dont mind being hurt more than once .
but , my patience has a limit ,
and i think its already over , but i still stay strong .
to fight for her . to fight for everything .
WHY ? because i love her very much .
got it ?
i really love her , but if letting go is the best way ,
ive gotta think twice .
but , eu will always be number one in my heart .
why must letting go be the issue siia ?
but , letting go hurts ohkaay .
i tried and i felt .
it hurts .
yeaaaah , u knw when eu really love that someone .
and you will feel the pain ayerh .
haha .
i fight for her , i fight for her .
haiyaah , wasted my own 5 months fighting for her .
fighting for love that i thought could last long .
that i thought could be with me forever ,
in my life . but , it was all fantasy .
haiyaah , why i so stupid ehh ?
alamak , btol aperh katerh mr seet ,
buat perh susahkn diri aqu sendiri ?
mempertahankan orang yang taq kesah pasal aqu ?
yang mempermainkan perasaan dan hati aqu ?
huuh ?
dah lamerh aqu sabar , tapi kesabaran aqu dah tamat .
yeaaah , mr seet is damn right .
letting go even if it hurts .
is the best way uhh i guess .
she dont care and understand me anymore .
how ? how to continue every single thing ?
remain stupid as me ? nope !
im just hurt lahh , but i sabar .
biaserh lah , must alwaes me yang mengalah aperh .
me ajerh . taqperh lah .
demi dher lah katerhkan .
taqperh , kiterh bersabar .
haha , aqu nieyh mcm orang gilerh siia .
harihari pikerh kan DHER .
hahas .
kimaqq , aqu rinduh ABANG AFAN siia .
haha .
miss him mcm budak gilerh !
* bilerh nak jumperh aku peyh oneandonly budak besar ehh . *
hmmph . ):
i miss my budaqq besar alot .
haiyaah , kalau lah jumperh .
aiyaaah . haha .
biaserh durhh .
i miss him damn much ayerh .
next up , aqy rinduh KAKAK RHERA !
alaaaah , jumperh ehh .
i miss khorang seyy . hahah .
gilerh peyh rinduhh siia adek kat kakak and abang . ):
mao nanges seyy pikerh kan kakak and abang .
haiyaah ,
ohkaayy lahh , im actually having many probs .
im having tons of masalah .
masalah kehidupan lahh nieyh .
i just hate it seyy .
hidup dengan masalah ,
dan mengharapkan orang yang aku shyqq aderh dkat aqu ,
tapi ternyata dher pergy dengan orang laen .
saqet haty aqu melihat ..
walioweii , mao maty siia gynieyh . ):
tanpa _ _ _ _ _ , aqu taqderh maknerh nyerh .
im like dead without her siia .
ehemehem , kau gy relak one corner sudah ,
dah lah perampas , depan aqu kau act baek ,
' aku taq bermaknerh nak rampas dher lah '
kimaqq , pegy simpan kau peyh sweet words uhh siia .
dahlah , penat uhh .
buhbye . (:
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